I Exist

At times my world comes crashing down on me.

It is almost as though the earth stands still on it's axis

and then I remember that yes,

I exist.

Even though I do not feel as though I am real, yes it is true.

& then the feelings kick in

I compare

I indulge in the seven deadly sins.

All of my feelings kick in,

I remember my actuality and

how horrifying it truly is

Tragic I think of my own main character scenes

I scream.