Focus

I long for someone to hear my silent cries.

I wish that others would notice the tears as they well up in my eyes,

before I have wiped them dry.

I wish that people would let me speak my unthinkable,

my unspoken thoughts.

I hope to find someone who has enough space to finally allow me

to let out all my distaste.

I am hurting so deeply.

I rarely smile anymore.

I no longer know what it is that I am living for.

Everyday I just go through the motions,

It is so hard to regain my focus.