Eventually

My survival is a blur to me.

How I made it here

How I have survived this long

How I have overcome so many things

How I have remained strong for all this time.

I haven't a clue.

Really, I am not lying to you.

I am starting to think it was somehow built into my unique design.

like this hardship,

this life

I feel like somehow it was always meant to be mine.

It is as though naturally I have always known what I was supposed to do

and so I did it.

Even when it did not make sense

even when it made it harder for my existence,

I persevered.

I push past any and all limits,

I became unstoppable

with one single goal.

Which was to overcome & ensure anybody who walked a similar path

never felt alone.

I see you

I hear you

I understand you to the best of my capabilities.

I will be with you

I am here if you need me,

The bleeding stops eventually.

It gets easier

I promise you

Believe me.